1-4-11 #4 "dance, dance, dance all night long"

It's dance time again, finally! After a long winter break! I've come to realize that I love their dance studio as much as they do. I love the smell, the sound. But it makes me miss dancing so much. Or maybe just childhood. Not mine, obviously, but the one I gave up.
I think that's why I always cry at ballet. I succeeded in thoroughly crushing all my dreams. I spit on my parents dreams for me. Everything I ever wanted, I threw away. For nothing. Dollar bills, that should have been Benjamins.
The girls have these amazing bright futures. I'm determined to see them succeed. I don't want them to have to defuck their lives like I had to. I want them to live their dreams.

So we dance.

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